I know this isn't right, that I'm not exerting much effort on studies but I just don't want to stress myself. I know what I can do, I know my priorities, I know where I can excel and I also know that I'm not pushing hard enough to get what the fullest of my abilities can benefit and provide for me. I believe I just learned from my high school life. I want to start college not with the highest grades so I have room to improve, I'm scared that if I start great I will tire and bore the crap out of myself the next years and I will slowly lay low and bask in the appearance that I am just good at the start. Besides, when one's at the top there is nowhere to go but up and that is pressure. Real solid pressure.
Besides, I'm still a freshman for Pete's sake. (idk who Pete is, I just don't want to take the name of God in vain.)
YEAH. just thoughts. 'cause it's that time of the year when prelims grade come out and everyone's freaking out about not meeting their expectations and/or feeling that they're not good enough. HAH Well suck it up and move on, everything has a consequence and you can't do anything about it BUT you can try to assume the fetal position and cry through life *cues sad song*. (Was that mean?) I know I haven't been giving my best shot with studies and that is both a good and bad thing. And I am concentrating on the good side! I don't want to be some studies-studies-studies-grade-conscious kind of person. I am more than that. Everyone is <3 but then again, everyone is different.
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