Fickle mind

I've encountered a tweet like this: "Course > school"- that wasn't really what I have in mind before.. I focus on schools/universities. For me, (take note, before!) it's only UP/ ADMU/ DLSU/ UST and others... if I don't pass to any of it, I shan't know what am I going to do with my life, I'll likely end up in a hospital or something, luckily I passed to 2 of em so I didn't had a breakdown.
Just so you know, Ateneo is really my dream school. aside from the fact that it's THE freaking ATENEO, second home to most of our Philippine heroes and breeding ground to lots of intelligent and talented artists, it has great ambiance and gorg people..  seriously, who wouldn't want to study there if given a chance (like free tuition and stuff). -- okay, that's just an intro..it has nothing to do with this post, and I didn't pass ateneo :| and UP although, modesty aside, I have high UPG :) what I genuinely want to babble about is my course in college which I'll try to express in the next paragraphs.

Originally, I opted for a Communication course on 3 of those top universities. I tried Pharmacy for UST, since my parents want that. I was very indecisive and unsure of fields that I'm going to take, while reading the degree program lists for every school, I feel I want to try different courses and just try what fits me most. courses like Legal Management sounds good, International Studies sounds interesting, Economics sounds smart.. so I really can't decide on which course. I mean, I know that I shouldn't choose a course based on how good/interesting or smart it sounds but I don't even know where I'm good at, I think I could do well in any of them if I just set my mind and pour my heart on it (except engineering because I've never been amused to applying math concepts in building structures, machines, systems etc.)

 soooooooooooooooo, what I really want to set forth in words is that now... I have decided and that's actually something for me, because I am someone who can never make up my mind. Call me inconsistent or that I have no direction in life but I say I'm just open to options. I've given up the communications course and I will study BS Pharmacy, I don't have inclinations to pharmaceutical drug components and such but I'll try my luck with it.. since almost all the elderly tells me to pursue it and that I'll have a bigger future in it. yeah, they say follow your heart and choose a course that is really what you want but I've decided not to follow that rule.. sadly, most of the youth population are forced to careers they don't really want and I daresay not just the youth but also adults who end up underemployed, I guess I'm one of them but I think it's too early to tell, who knows? I might be engrossed to pharmacy in the process. 

Currently, I lack summer adventures, hence this random post about education and school. haha